It took so much for me to get here, 29 years of reflection and self-discovery. I never knew that I would end up here, but I am happier for it. I am happy every day, even when a post does not reflect that. Maybe I wrote because I was working through something that had actually happened, or maybe I was spinning out ideas that were only based on fantasy. Maybe I had already resolved to make a change by the time you read my words, maybe I did change, or maybe He backtracked and things leveled off before I could even process it. I come to this from all angles. I only wanted to allow myself to think.
I write for myself and for you. I give you maybe 1/16 of myself, if that. I keep so much of myself back, but I do want you to understand. There are many of you that never will. And to you, I would simply ask you to move on. There is the whole wide internet out there. Find your people and be with them, and leave me with my thoughts.