He was above me, deep inside me. My legs were wrapped around his waist. He was looking down at me, holding my head still with both hands. His fingers were wound in my hair. For a time, He didn't say anything. He just moved slowly inside me and looked deep into me.

He leaned down closer until he was inches from my face. "It's time, Kitten," he said softly, pausing to brush the hair out of my eyes. "It's time to give yourself over to me completely. No holding back anything now, you have to give me everything."

I felt the tears prick at my eyes. I tried to shake them away, but he held me still.

"Let the tears come. It's time to give me everything you have. Let go, Kitten," he whispered. We were still moving together, but the sex was almost secondary at that point. We were moving together on a whole other level. It was almost spiritual, two beings fused together, orbiting around each other, dancing in harmony out in space.

"Everything," as he locked his hands around my neck. I floated up with Him, up, up. I took one deep breath and felt him press down on me but I was light as air. I held on to Him as he pulled me away, His lips on my face, drying my tears, tasting me, wringing them out of me.

I don't remember what happened next. We came down together, we must have because here we are, walking the earth with everyone else. I don't remember everything he said or much of what I did, but I remember words of great meaning and promises of forever. I asked Him later if He meant what he said, not sure what I was asking for. Maybe reassurance that he had felt the same soul-shifting connection that I had. He nodded with what I thought for a moment were tears in his eyes.

"Everything, Kitten. I meant everything."


lalana said...

All I can say is this post was absolutely beautiful. You definitely managed to tie the physical and emotional together here.

Meta said...

it doesn't get better than that, does it? beautiful.

Anonymous said...

I just want to know what the heck you two look like already, it drives me mad sometimes trying to put a face to the words and imagery! LOL.

On a more serious note, I really hope that you guys are together, forever.

Happy Holidays and blissful blessings to you and Him... always.