He received some bad news a few days ago, news that would provoke anxiety in anyone. But with him...it set off this tidal wave of anxiety.
I think he'll find his way back in a few days, but the last few days on my end have been so terrible that I've started wondering if I even care what happens to him.
He says that he'll e-mail, but he never does. He'll respond to my e-mails, but his (few and far between) messages are only five words long. He will not call me and he will not answer his phone. He has ignored plans that we had with my family and left me to make excuses for him, even as I know that I shouldn't have to make excuses for him.
I know that this is not about me, but I am still so upset that he has pushed me so far away. He has completely abandoned me and left me with no resources to take care of myself. I feel very vulnerable and very little and very sad without him. I miss him. No girl, let alone a submissive girl, should have to go through this.