Hair Cut

I was going to get my hair cut to my shoulders. My hair is...was...a few inches below my shoulders and I wanted a change. When he heard of my plans, he imposed his own requirements. He wanted me to get it cut shorter, a few inches above my shoulders. So I made the appointment even though I was nervous about what he wanted me to do.

In the days leading up to the appointment, I had a hard time explaining to my friends why I was making such a drastic change against my will. I couldn't tell anyone why I was hesitant, conflicted even. This was a big step, a significant requirement from an Owner that doesn't usually micromanage me. But there was no one with whom I could share my concerns. I didn't want to tell Him what a hard time I was having, lest he think I wasn't up to being his submissive. I never want to disappoint him.

As I sat in the salon chair, I pondered this step I was about to take. I shook my head rapidly to dispel any fear and to ward off the tears that I felt pricking at my eyes. I was doing this for him. I am owned and I must be willing to alter my appearance to suit his desires. I am willing to do whatever he wants.

So I did it. I cut my hair shorter than I would have and I did it for him. As I walked away from the salon, I felt a lightness in my step. I had cleared the hurdle.

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

Good girl Kitten,
I'm sure you look beautiful. I do know it is hard for a woman, they feel insecure without the long hair. You should show a picture of the style, it doesn't have to be you of course.
Tex

otownsubkitty said...

Oh honey, I'm sure your Owner wouldn't have told you to cut your hair so short if he didn't think it would look gorgeous, which I'm pretty sure he thinks you are anyway.

I, too, would love to see a pic of the style. I love experimenting with my hair myself, last time I cut it I went from having it below the shoulders to Katie Holmes length :).

xoxox

kitty

Kitten said...

The new hair cut looks like a Katie Holmes-ish bob, but without the full bangs.

It was a dramatic change, but I'm very happy with it and have received an extremely positive reaction from everyone (including Him).

Thanks Tex and kitty!
-Kitten

swordfish155 said...

care to share a photo b&a? even one hiding your face....

Anonymous said...

Kitten,
Sorry I started the photo business, don't feel the need to. That is your call. I'm glad everyone likes it!
Tex

Kitten said...

Hello curious readers!

I don't have permission to post a photo but if you follow the link below and scroll down to the third picture, you will get a good idea of what the new hairstyle looks like!

http://katie-holmes-hair.blogspot.com

Best,
-Kitten

Anonymous said...

Very nice Kitten,
Thanks for sharing. My girl has the same cut right now, the only thing is she has to get it re-done every two weeks or so as it grows out. I'm sure you look amazing.
Tex

sub lyn said...

Congratulations on doing something that was so hard for you. i'm sure he is very pleased.

i know if it were my Master, he would have wanted to know that i was having such a hard time with it, because then my doing it would be that much more meaningful. He always wants to know everything that's going on in my head, even when it's doubts. So maybe you could have shared it with him after all?

otownsubkitty said...

Fabulous, darling! That's how I got it cut, but a little bit longer. Now it's all grown out, but you'll be happy to know that if it was done properly, the hair grows out beautifully.

Congrats on the cut!

xoxox

kitty

A submissive girls journey said...

i am very new here, but this is soo similar to what He had in store for me, with my hair, how He wanted it, how it had o be and maintained

http://newsubmissivegirl.blogspot.com/